PARA45
AH ambassador
That's called the power of pussy....![]()
That's why I lost track of time.

That's called the power of pussy....![]()

I too have been reluctant to post, but have stared into the abyss a couple timesI been hesitant to comment like others. Mine seem minor compared to others.
Younger days, horse spooked went left I went straight over head. Hit some really hard ground. When woke up was in ambulance. Nothing broke but concussion, bruise spine, bruised, shoulder blades.
Rolled 4wheeler in narrow ditch, layed pinned under it for over an hour trying dig my way out, using rifle I had slung on back to support weight of 4 wheeler so I could move. Loading cows in trailer, walked in behind to close center gate. Next I remember laying on gurney in hospital. Concussion, 3 missing teeth, over 100 stiches.
The worst was accident at shop when customer fumbled a bow at full draw and I took an arrow in right cheek under eye. I got lucky on that one!
The next morning I couldn’t even stand. Off to the hospital. It took them several hours but they finally diagnosed me with GBS (Guillain Barre’ Syndrome). Not totally life threatening, but it put me in ICU for two weeks that included draining and replacing plasma and then two weeks of therapy just to use a walker and then four months of outpatient therapy. Took me almost two years to mostly recover and has left me with some degenerative nerve damage. The hand tremors certainly don’t help my shooting any.
I dont know your age or background so I must ask have you ever flown a military P A R approachI think it deserves a separate, special category all it's own, and buddy I am right there with you:
"Things I got away with once - so I did it again."
There is a subcategory of, "How many times did you invoke help in Jesus' name?" Or, promise to never do it again, but you did it again anyway.
Scud running in B-17s, B-25s, and the B-23 going to/from airshows. Special VFR departure, join up, report clear of clouds, and then climb through IFR to VFR on top. VFR on top in a PBY going from Geneseo, NY to Owl's Head, ME - engine failure. Unable to maintain altitude, so - 200 fpm down, single engine IFR descent, vectors to VFR airport.
The list goes on, but there is one which sticks with me the most. What seemed like the right decision, soon became an emotional roller-coaster. It went from "Hell yes we can do this" to "Oh shit this was a bad idea" to "I can't believe I talked myself into this" to "Piece of cake, this is going to work" to "Awesome", ending with "Thank you Jesus".
(Names omitted and locations changed to protect the guilty)
We were wrapping up the airshow season in West Texas and heading back to home base. The B-17, Corsair, Hellcat, P-40, and F3F took off as a flight. I was in the P-38 and was experiencing a bit of trouble with the right engine, the B-25 remained behind while I sorted out the engine.
Engine problem remedied (we thought) and the 25 and I departed and headed home. We flew in formation, it was fun, there was always someone in a bomber to take your picture, and if there was a problem - you had somebody close.
We were about an hour into the flight and the right engine started acting up, the 25 crew began checking their maps for enroute options and I suggested we climb and press for home.
Side note: About a year prior, I lost an engine in a P-38 on take-off, climbed to 14,500' on the remaining engine and flew it home.
In the climb, the right engine problem worsened but it would hold idle power. Then came the bad news, weather had moved into our home base, not too bad, scattered to broken clouds from 5000' to 1200'. Doesn't sound too bad because the 25 crew left out the really bad part.
We pressed for home and I could see the clouds on the horizon grow bigger and closer by the second. We decided to stay at altitude as long as possible, let down through a hole, and descend in formation.
Then came the really bad news - light rain. If I land now, there I stay; what the hell - we can do this.
The 25 crew was able to get weather updates as well as talk to Air Traffic Control, I had my radios tuned to ATC and our private ship-to-ship. The 25 pilot came over the radio, "Hey, those holes have kinda closed up, rather than let down in a spiral, I've asked for a straight descent to vectors to a 10 mile finale, you good?"
Flying formation is about trust. You trust lead won't take you into the dirt and you trust your wingman won't smash into you.
The pilot of the 25 and I had been flying together for years, if I was going to trust anybody - it was him.
"Yeah, I'm good". I whisper Jesus' name for the first time.
We started down while VFR to match speeds and close the distance. The 38 is not an easy airplane to fly in formation, the engine nacelle and mid-wing require you to stack down, slightly under the lead aircraft, if level - raising a wing blocks your view in that direction.
I find my spot on the 25, maneuver into position and stay focused on that spot, I no longer look forward. Blue sky surrounding the 25 turns white, we are in the clouds. Water drops form streaks across my windshield, I press in a bit tighter. Wisps of white appear between me and the 25, I press as close as I dare. My left wing is just inside the right wing of the 25, I'm stacked down, looking up at the crew in the side window of the 25. I see thumbs raised and feel water on my face, then I realize - it's not rain, it's sweat. I confess to Jesus, "This was a bad idea".
The pilot of the 25 knows I can't look at my instruments so he calls out altitudes and distance to the airport, airspeed won't matter until we get close. For now I just stay in position.
"Coming up on 10 miles out, slight right turn on to the localizer, stay with me".
This was the, "I can't believe I talked myself into this phase". "OK, I'm in your hands". I was actually talking to Jesus, I had no choice but to stick with the 25.
We continue through the clouds and then I hear over the radio, "Ceiling 1200', visibility 3 miles - light rain".
This is going to work.
Through the narrow space between the nacelle and cockpit I start to pick up the ground.
From the 25 I hear, "3 miles and 1000' - runway in sight. I slide right of the 25, and we both slow to approach speed and configure for landing.
"You land, I'm going around", I look over at the 25 and see my friend nod toward the runway.
At 500' the 25 stops his descent, powers up, raises gear and flaps and executes a hard left turn to circle back and land. Vapor trails are forming off the wingtips. Awesome - thank you Jesus.
I was asked later what I was thinking at that time; my answer was, I was picturing the cover of Air Classics Magazine with the headline: Experienced Warbird Pilot Makes Fatal Mistake. I imagined the funeral, "How could he have been so stupid?" Well, how could I have been so stupid - apparently it's not as difficult as one would like to think.
sounds like Nicaragua in the 80sPermit me to relate how my little brother was put in harms way in Central America. It was one of those classified activities that happen often without the world knowing there is even a skirmish. He was in a small, hastily built air traffic control tower when it was shot down to the ground. Though riddled with bullet holes, no one was hit. He said, "you don't know how fast or how far you can duck walk to get out of a situation."
Later he was in Desert Storm with the AF, but not as dangerous as the skirmish was to his health.
Glad you’re doing OK now. Scary stuff.In 2017 I had the Miller Fisher variant of Guillain-Barre'. It is considerably rarer. It starts central and works out to your extremities. I got double vision and went into respiratory failure, then became paralyzed. 23 days in ICU on a respirator, about 18-19 of that fully paralyzed, and 13 days in inpatient rehab—several months of outpatient. Thankfully, I don't have any long-term issues.
I'm in my 70's. Only practice. Flying WWII aircraft into military or joint airbases for a show, or sometimes transiting their airspace - it was not unusual to be offered a practice approach.I dont know your age or background so I must ask have you ever flown a military P A R approach
I did P A R approaches on the service end in the military fixed base and G C A . we pickup up the aircraft about 10 miles out from approach control on a small screen radar with the glidepath and horizontal limits depicted on the scope and talk them in under IFR conditions. Im sure they probably dont even have them anymore , but the went something like this . Bull 11 approaching glidepath , bull11 begin descent , bull 11 left of course , left of course and correcting bull 11 slightly below glide path, and so on. My first base we had a museum [castle California] we had a canberra ,gift from Canada, small bomber if I remember correctly, we also brought in the rival AC to the current A10, a much better looking proto type. ,but they didnt get the contract lots of other ww11 bombers I had the priviledge of talking to on they're last flight. the old sac base is closed but the museum is probably still there. Ahh those were the days.I'm in my 70's. Only practice. Flying WWII aircraft into military or joint airbases for a show, or sometimes transiting their airspace - it was not unusual to be offered a practice approach.
Did a few no-gyro and GCAs. Lost the gyros in a Viscount and a Canberra. Hydraulic system ruptured in a TBM Avenger and filled the cockpit with mist, coating all the glass, controls, and me. My vision was severely restricted, fortunately there was no lasting damage.
I've done a lot of CATIIIs.
I assume you've done PARs? I sure could have used one in that P-38 episode, but as I said, the smarter decision would have been to just go somewhere VFR.
What a small world. When you asked about PARs, Castle AFB is what popped into my head. I flew Mike Bogue's B-23 Dragon, there was (is?) a B-23 Dragon in the museum at Castle. Parts of the tail gear assembly off the museum's airplane were swapped onto Bogue's B-23 prior to him acquiring the airplane.I did P A R approaches on the service end in the military fixed base and G C A . we pickup up the aircraft about 10 miles out from approach control on a small screen radar with the glidepath and horizontal limits depicted on the scope and talk them in under IFR conditions. Im sure they probably dont even have them anymore , but the went something like this . Bull 11 approaching glidepath , bull11 begin descent , bull 11 left of course , left of course and correcting bull 11 slightly below glide path, and so on. My first base we had a museum [castle California] we had a canberra ,gift from Canada, small bomber if I remember correctly, we also brought in the rival AC to the current A10, a much better looking proto type. ,but they didnt get the contract lots of other ww11 bombers I had the priviledge of talking to on they're last flight. the old sac base is closed but the museum is probably still there. Ahh those were the days.
Thanks! Sorry, you have nerve damage from it. It seems most people I have talked to who had the regular version have some long-term issues.Glad you’re doing OK now. Scary stuff.
A guide in Zim told me (essentially) the very same encounter tale-it was in the dark. He remained motionless and it eventually went away. Another crawled up into the bed of the hunting vehicle when it got run over by it. LOL The hunters needed a change of clothes when they finally got out! 'Have encountered quite a few mamba, cobra and adders in Africa, and we had to dispatch of one that was lying in-wait beneath a sand track, but none have gotten in our faces, as of yet.I had a very bad experience with a black mamba on our farm ten years ago.
Went out at midday with my 50 Cal Muzzleloader looking for a kudu bull.
Decided to work my way very slowly up a small dry drainage line, heavily overgrown alongside the banks.
My left leg was suffering from some form of nerve damage after the previous week's mountain hunt.....I could not lift it up or walk properly...had to crab along slowly.
At some point I heard a branch break very close to me in front.....could not see a thing through the thickets...so I decided to slide down the bank into the dry gulley itself from where I would be able to softly sneak up on the kudu.
Due to my gammy leg it was slow going to get down the 10 foot bank.
Halfway down I started hearing a strange noise......very persistant and also very close.
I could not see anything while trying to get down so I kept going and eventually landed on the sand intact.
The next moment an extremely large black mamba reared up with it's open mouth literally almost touching my face.
I am almost two meters tall.
I realised that the rest of the mamba's body was between my legs and that the sound from earlier was the mamba blowing/ hissing due to the soil and pebbles that I dislodged and dropped down on it.
I remember very very clearly that there was not a single thing that I could do at that moment......whether I was going to live or die depended entirely on the mamba.
( my mind already calculated the distance back to the truck with one useless leg, full bite in the face, then another two hours to nearest hospital.......and the conclusion was reached in miliseconds. You will not make it. Walk to the nearest road and try to send a gps pin location so that my family can find and bury me before the hyenas do )
Time stood still for me.
The mamba kept gaping his mouth in my face for what felt like an eternity.
Then suddenly it lowered itself.........and started to climb up the opposite bank about 5 meters away and then draped itself across a large broken knobthorn branch.
There it stayed...all the while watching me.
My decision was easy.
It spared my life.....and I was not going to kill it although it was an easy shot at less than 10 meters.
I very slowly hobbled away and to this day have not hunted that same section again.
It is a strange experience to be in a situation where you are completely at the mercy of another party/ entity .
But…I was16 years old living in Nicaragua during the civil war. I was visiting my girlfriend, and somehow lost track of time and realized the curfew had started. If you were found on the streets, the national guard would shoot you on the spot, no questions asked.
I took off running to get home and I heard the rumble of the only tank in town. I was about two blocks from my house when I saw the lights of the trucks and tank and could see the national guard troops on foot. I ducked under a vehicle and prayed as the vehicles and troops went by me some inches away. Once they turned into another street, I crawled out from under the vehicle and ran home.
When I told my grandma what had happened, she grounded me for two weeks for being stupid.![]()

What a small world. When you asked about PARs, Castle AFB is what popped into my head. I flew Mike Bogue's B-23 Dragon, there was (is?) a B-23 Dragon in the museum at Castle. Parts of the tail gear assembly off the museum's airplane were swapped onto Bogue's B-23 prior to him acquiring the airplane.
If I was anywhere close to Castle, I made a point of getting closer so I could do a PAR to a low approach fly-by. Damn - you guys would take me right down the centerline and into the concrete if I didn't stop the descent. Perhaps it was you? Those were great times, thanks for bringing back some great memories.
I was never based there, my background is civilian not military. 86/87 would have been about the earliest I would have flown the B-23, I flew it in the movie Tucker, which was filmed in 87ish.When were you at Castle AFB? That was my first assignment 83-85, and I worked in scheduling at the HQ building.