SOUTH AFRICA: ZIMBABWE: BOTSWANA: RSA / Zimbabwe (With A Little Bit Of Botswana) 2026 Hunt Report With JKO HUNTING SAFARIS

PHOENIX PHIL

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Good afternoon from Kasane, Botswana. I'm just starting this report a bit late and well into our trip. It also starts on a somber note. Please forgive me for doing such in a hunt report, but I find it a bit cathartic in doing so.

This trip was close to being postponed. At about 3am on Sunday morning, June 21, I was awakened by my cell phone buzzing. I answered the phone seeing that it was a Pinal county sheriff's deputy calling. The deputy was delivering the news no parent ever wants to hear. A few hours prior my younger son Justin had taken his own life. I cannot tell you in words the depths of grief this caused and only other parents who have lost children can comprehend.

While Justin had some troubles when he was in high school, he seemed so on his way in his adult life. He was only 23, but in his chosen profession he was excelling. He had so many friends who loved him too. He had also just started a new job and was doing well financially. All seemed to be going his way. We just don't understand why this happened at this time.

With just a little over a month before we were to depart for RSA and our next safari, we gave much consideration to postponing our trip. I won't bother you with the details, but due to a number of logistical challenges, first and foremost the limited time our older son had to interrupt his training schedule with the U.S. navy (he enlisted last October) and all of our family members living in another state, we decided it was just too challenging to have a funeral service within the time frame we needed. As such we decided to have a celebration of life service at later date when schedules could be more easily aligned.

With that being the case, Donna and I decided to move forward with our trip, that we needed the time to both grieve and heal. So we found ourselves traveling to Austin, TX to meet up with our friends @AZ_KJ (aka just KJ) and his wife. We would travel the next day to DFW to catch our Qatar Air flight to JNB. We arrived at about 9am at Tambo with all luggage and firearms. Using the VIP service from Riflepermits.com we breezed through customs and quickly had our permits. Soon we were on our way to a property in the NW province that I have not hunted with @JKO HUNTING SAFARIS previously.

I need to wrap up this first post as we are about to continue our afternoon here on photo safari at Chobi National Park in Botswana. I will explain our itinerary later. However a hunt report post without any pictures is always a bit of a disappointment, so I'll share this photo from the evening of our first day of hunting.

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Internet here is slow, I hope that first pic is showing for you.
 
Heartbreaking news about your son.

Great start and possibly the beginning of a healing adventure.
 
@PHOENIX PHIL my heart goes out to you and your family. I hope and pray the time in Africa helps to start the healing process.
 
I’m so sorry to hear about your son. Time, and God’s grace, will heal. Good luck on your safari.
 
Phil, I was very sorry to hear the news and lifted you and you family up in prayer. We look forward to this report and hope it has been a start at least to the healing process!
 
I'm so sorry to hear about your son. May God's hand help you deal with these difficult times. May your son rest in peace.

Good luck in your safari, and beautiful Kudu.
 
So terrible to hear about your son. Prayers for healing for you and your family.
 
As I said on the phone. There are no words for the loss of a loved one that left this life so early. I pray for you, your wife and other son's healing and always remember your son as the little boy to young man you love. May he rest in peace.

I am so glad you and Donna went on your safari. Africa has a way of soothing the soul.

Enjoy every second.
 
Really sorry for your loss Phil. I pray for you and your family.
 
Heartbreaking news Phil. Our thoughts are with your family.
 
So sorry about your son. Hope ya'll have a great trip.
 
My heart goes out to you and your wife. Just thinking about it has my stomach in a knot. I also lost my youngest son Paul (took his own life) when he was only 18 years old. What advice I can offer you as you move forward is to make sure you lean on those who you are close to. Your true friends will offer unbiased emotional support without judgement. They will offer to listen when you need it most. You may struggle to understand why this happened, and if like me, you will blame yourself for not seeing it coming. It is normal to experience a rollercoaster of emotions. You are not alone. Reach out for help. I went to numerous counselors before I found the right person to help me. What I finally learned to do was to dwell on the good memories I had with my son, rather than to dwell that my son was no longer with us. Something that helped me is that I wrote a list of good memories of my son that made me smile, then when I was feeling depressed I would refer to that list. This helped me to shorten duration episodes of my depression. Today, I am happy man. I smile as I remember those all the precious moments I shared with my son. Give yourself whatever time you need as there is no timetable nor is there a right or wrong way to the healing process. Take care Phil.
 
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You and your wife are strong people, if you can share this. We pray for you and wish you fondest of memories around your son and how to tie your trip to remembering him. Prayers to you and the family.
 
youre in thoughts and prayers Phil. Im really glad you had both the courage to post, and the willingness to move forward with your safari. Ive always been a much bigger fan of celebrations of life than funerals... I think thats a wise move on your part as well..
God bless.
 
I am so very sorry for your loss. I have no words that can help except I will pray for you.
 

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